At this point in time,
I question myself entirely..
did I give in too much?
My face is flushed
and my ears are burning
from mostly anxiety,
and partially reality.
I like you too much,
if there is such a thing,
I’m trying hard not to get attached
keep my hopes low and let you swing.
I’m done swinging back and forth
between what others want and what they need,
because I need commitment and stability,
not a monkey man in a tree.